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Wednesday, July 04, 2007

But...


Some of the things that tie my guts into knots which then re-knot themselves into other knots I can't write about here.

But it would be so good for me if I could.

But I can't because it would be disrespectful towards people who are involved. My thoughts would be unprocessed, quite possibly harsh, and probably dramatic.

All my people are good. Nobody is beating me with a stick or anything.

But I feel like doing a word puke.

But I can't.

(but don't I look riduculously poutey there?!)

9 comments:

ali said...

Poor Joyce. Come over and spill your guts. We have gin and wine.

Danielle B. said...

Word pukes are a good thing...write it....put it in draft.....print it....delete it immediately....put it in an extra large envelope and go bury it in the backyard...or if you have a firepit...that would work to.

Ruth said...

i like that picture.

HeatherCE said...

Wine, chocolate, cheese... call Ali... she has meat buns in the freezer too. Don't have the wine with the gin though.
Seriously, you've got to get it out. We can all see something is eating you dearie. You're smart to know that this might not be the forum for all things. But find a place to let it go.

Gloria said...

I LIKE word puke. Did it myself a little while back but then took it off almost immediately.

Bonnie said...

I'm a good listener!! Great picture, too cute!

Me said...

You look tired and stressed but then maybe I am projecting.

Joyce said...

Do you have wine-and-gin because someone spilled one into the other whilst spilling their guts?

Danielle- good concept, but no good. I like the interaction. I like the idea of "being heard". If I type it out and then destroy it, its a physical manifestation of what I do in my head every day. Think it, rethink it, bury it.

Heather, I got sort of silly when I read that, thinking "what does she mean by "we can all see?" So I read back maybe five posts or so... DUH! They are all tinged with a certain grey sootiness! It doesn't take a PhD to figure that out!

Gloria, bring it back... BRING IT BACK! Pa-Lease??? just for me? I wanna read it....whine, whine.

Bonnie, I know it... you keep coming back here for more "misery by Joyce..."

Me: projecting is good. Its how I've managed to keep myself in denial about all sorts of things...

it's a gong show... said...

Is that a picture of me? I've been in the same mindset lately.